every beginning has an end

Wednesday, December 16th 2009

Today at exactly 1:30 pm it is over.

Today is the end of this current chapter.

Today at exactly 1:31 pm it is just beginning.

Today is the beginning of a new chapter.

I feel like this is an appropriate ending. It's the same way things started.
In the beginning you spend all this time, all this build up for that one day. That one special day.

I now realize the same thing happens in the end.
The past year has been a build up for today. This one life changing day.

I am anxious, scared, sad, happy and confused all at once just like I was when it all started, 2 years ago.
I wonder what life will bring now? What will this chapter hold for me?

Friday the 13th.

Today is that day.
February 13th, 2009. If you are really superstitious you are probably not excited about this day.
I woke up today feeling like I was chewed up and spit out? Rode hard and put away wet? You get it. The crap/ cold/ slow agonizing torture is going around. I woke up looking pretty rough, the mirror wasn't sugar coating anything this morning.

But besides all of that, today is an important day. Today back in 1984 someone was born.
That someone was Ryan.
Today Ryan turns 25.
You know what he said about it last night?
"Finally, my insurance will drop because now I'm 25!"
(It's even funnier, because I agreed with him, just as excited!)

Tonight, I plan on making him a cake. A Red Velvet to be precise.
What says I love you better then Red Velvet cake? Really you just can't even come close, it's Red, it's cake, it's awesome it says "I love you".
I just love birthday's it's a great reason to eat cake!

Happy Birthday goes out to Ryan today.
Happy 25th Birthday to Ryan with love and lower insurance!

Next on the calendar.... Valentines Day! Another really great reason to bake!

I'm in LOVE

Being as it is also that time of the year... February is right around the corner and with it comes Valentine's Day.
The day where all people show how much they love each other and spend money lavishly on chocolates and cards and other lovey dovey things.

But that's not what I'm talking about right now. That is not why I'm in love.

This love is deeper, lasting longer then just the one day!

I love This Place and all they create and carry.

It's a wonderful place. And I pink puffy heart it.

I love it as much as I love This Place and This Place.

Oh, wait a minute.... I just had a fleeting thought.
For Valentines Day, maybe, just maybe those that love me will bestow gifts upon me from my favorite lovey places??




Well a girl can dream!




*Please take notice, not ONE mention of Food, or eating at all in this post. Cause Chocolate doesn't count, it's my life's blood. Thank you and good night.