my journey

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

Last week and yesterday the owner's, boss man and the entire family have been gone.

It was a nice break to not have them call me 59 times out of the 62 calls a day I get here at work.

Today they are back.

Today this morning they have called at least 10 times.

It was a nice break while it lasted.

All good things must come to an end.... Unfortunately

Monday, July 27, 2009

Lucky

I really don't know where to start. If you don't like reading about people who love their animals an un godly amount, then stop here. If you have a soft heart and your animals are just animals but your family and friends, then read on. You may be able to understand....

Friday sometime Lucky went outside, and I thought he came back in.
I realized in the middle of the night, he wasn't in the house.
I opened the door and called and called for him.
No reply. I thought he was holed up under the back porch like he often does when he is outside.

I figured I see him in the morning for breakfast.
When I didn't see him, I thought, it's okay I'll see him for dinner. He will get hungry and come home.

Then slowly doubt started to creep in.

I never saw him Saturday. I was constantly outside searching for him, calling for him. Trying to lure him out of his hiding spot with food.

Deep down I thought, something must have got him.
But I still held out hope that he would come home on Sunday.

Sunday morning nothing. No lucky kitty.
Sunday night, still nothing.
After asking around if anyone had seen him, and all the answer's were no.

Finally I said he's gone. Something must have got him.

Still this morning when I got up, I couldn't help but hurry to the back door to see if he had come home.
I wanted to so bad to see him sitting at the door looking up at me with his blue eyes.
But he wasn't there.

I feel so bad, knowing that he was scared and more then likely in pain. And I feel horrible knowing he was probably at the door at some point in time, meowing hoping I would hear him and let him in the house.

For those of you that think he is just a cat, it's not that big of a deal.
You don't understand.

Lucky was a comfort to me. At the beginning and end of each day I knew with out a doubt he would always be happy to see me. He would always come sit on the couch with me.

He would always come to me to rub behind his ears.

Now he is gone and I'm unbelievably sad. My house really isn't the same without him. I miss his big fluffy tail and big blue eyes. I'm glad however, that we found him when we did and that he did have a good life. He was just a cat, but he was my cat and I loved him.

Good bye Lucky.

Rainy Days

Sunday I went to go ride my horse. But unfortunately the weather had other plans.

By the time I got there it was pouring rain outside.

So I spent my Sunday evening in my truck watching the rain.

I have to say however, this is better then being home.

Thursday

Try to keep up okay. I'm going to bring you all up to date on the recent happenings that is my

messy, bloody Isle 12 life okay?

Thursday, I worked, it sucked.

After work I went home, it sucked more.

After home I went to ride my horse, this made me smile.

After I rode my horse I did the following. (this made me smile more)

I didn't participate in this myself, that water was dang cold.
But I deemed myself the appropriate person to video this event.

These girls make me smile

Thursday, July 23, 2009

When I'm Up

He is down.

All the time. It's a never ending cycle.

If we were to ever get on the same page I think the world would end. (don't worry, I don't foresee this happening ever.)

Also, I tried to pry the truth out, it's like banging your head against a brick wall that has nails protruding everywhere.

Everything by now is a bloody mess.

Clean up on isle 12.

Isle 12 being my life.