being prepared

Tonight when I got home I made these amazing looking chocolate chip cookies.

They are good too, I couldn't help myself and had to sample one or four.

I made them to prepare for tomorrow.

Chocolate makes things better. I wish it also made things go away.

Tomorrow marks our 2 year anniversary.

Instead of celebrating, I'm going to eat these and will myself not to cry.

I'm so tired of crying.

I don't know what I will use to wash them down.

I know it won't be milk this time.

I will be okay, I will make it through tomorrow.

I will be okay, I will make it through tomorrow, I am strong.

Lord please give me strength.