Crazy Annoyed

Have you ever had a day where everything annoys the pants off you?

For some reason today, I'm so annoyed with everything. No seriously everything.
The phone. every email. printing documents. answering questions. the snow. I'm thirsty. my house. laundry. thinking. working. my husband. ugh this plus so much more is annoying today.

I'm not sure why either. I had a good, normal morning. I even managed to start a load of Laundry this morning. I haven't even seen my husband yet today and already I'm annoyed.... not a good sign. (you may want to pray for him tonight)

But as I'm sitting at work, getting call after call after call after call. Then email after email after email. I can feel the annoyance building, it feels like a pressure in my chest. And I'm afraid if that phone rings ONE more time, or that damn duck show up on my desk top saying "you have mail" ONE more time I will freak out, seriously I'm so annoyed and frustrated I could cry or scream or pull out my hair.

Thank goodness it's Friday. I'm so ready for a break. I wish I was in college, I would kill for spring break or even better summer break. Oh to be in college again.

I seriously need to go home and enjoy a glass of wine. Or a bottle, you know whatever helps. (I'm so glad I stocked up on my favorite wine)

Out of the Woods?

Le Sigh

Well last night I landed on the ground and it didn't hurt as much as I originally thought it would! This relieves me to no end, but I can't help but wonder if I'm really out of the woods yet. On the bright side, I fell and got right back up but just to be safe my fingers are still crossed.

They like me, they really really like me!
They asked me to help with Jr. High Track! WhooHoo! (I really am excited, that's not sarcastic typing!) (who is they?)

We have our first meet on Friday depending on the weather.... of course it's been snowing all day so.... chances are our first meet will be next week!

Snow Snow go away, never come back until next may.

I ordered my first School Sweatshirt On the back it will say "Coach Hamilton"
I'm so excited! Other school's coaches might actually think I'm a coach now instead of a player.
It's kind of funny the amount of times Ref's would ask me to get the coach....
"Um, I am the Coach."
"Oh really, I thought you were a player? You look so young."
"No, really I'm an adult do you want to see my driver's license?"
"Um, no no, just get your captions coach."

For Halloween I should dress up like a high school student.
Apparently I can dress like I always do and be golden!

falling

have you ever fell?
have you ever had your feet knocked out from under you?

have you ever fallen and before hitting the ground you think "Oh man this is going to hurt?"

Currently this is how I feel.
Someone has pulled the rug out from under my feet and I'm not sure how far and long I will fall but I know that when I do fall, it will hurt.

I just hope when things are said and done that I will be able to get up again.

Structure?

Do you have it?
Someone brought it to my attention that my post's are lacking it. Structure that is. I will keep the person's name a secret because giving it away would be rude right?No? Oh then.... It was totally my Sister.

And I asked "Well, what do you mean?"
The culprit said I ramble, and jump back and forth on different subjects.
Then I answered with
"You know what? It's my blog and I can cry if I want to.... nee neer nee neer! And I'm taller."
(I like to be mature and take the high road."

In all actuality I type as I think, nothing is pre-destined or though out here.
All my posts are live action thoughts, it's more interesting that way.
Oh and yeah, that's how I think in real life. Just ask my friends they will vouch for me.

Anyways I said that to then jump to this (keep up sister we are changing subjects again)

So do you have any siblings? Older, Younger?
I have both, which explains a lot. You have to be weird to get attention when you have a larger family and I learned this at an early age.
With my older siblings I was the test dummy, you know just the usual things.
Being hung from the roof by a rope, being dared to get all muddy and have to wash off in the horse tank. The list really could go on and on.

With my younger sister it was different, suddenly I had a puppet to play with.
Of course my only folly was she was "the Baby" now and got away with murder and pooping in the tub. Me and the younger sister have had our moments and it always revolves around a "Love/ Hate" relationship.
First I loved her, she was cute little and slept
Then we moved into we loved to hate each other category
Then we loved to play and then hate each other
Next came I loved to pick on her and hated getting in trouble for it. (Tattler)
Now that we are grown up, well older at least. We get along and love each other (Most of the time)
We are goofy together and usually laugh at some of the dumbest things.
I still like to embarrass her but now she just laughs cause I'm like so funny.
Really I can't be mad cause in the end, cause I'm still taller. (And really that's all that matters right? RIGHT??)

Now she is the last chick in the nest and I'm sure she's soaking it for all she can. (Don't lie I know you are.)
Oh how time flies but some things will always stay the same.
You will always have family and you will always have that same weird dynamic with them whether you are fighting about the floating brown turd in the tub or laughing until 11:30 at night.

Random thought: Cadbury Chocolate Eggs are just as good at 8:00 am as the are at 5:00 pm. Who knew?

Gloriousness

Today is a glorious day, even if it is Monday.
The sun is shinning, outside it's 68 (Still sweatshirt weather for me) But Ahhhh it's nice.
I'm at work, dreaming of a white beach with colored and fruity drinks with umbrella's.

I have a plan for dinner tonight! (That almost never happens)

Weekend Recap:

Saturday was the Girls Basketball Tournament. I'm happy to report they came out the champions. That's two championship trophy's under our belt's this year!
After the game we all went to pizza to celebrate where they announced to me that "I needed to coach track for them as well."
My response: "I'm going into hibernation and won't be available until volleyball season!"

Sunday there was a carnival held in town. In this carnival they had a dunk tank. (You know where there is a big tank of water and someone sits on the ledge. When someone hits the mark with the ball the person on the ledge gets dunked in the water.)
For some reason I was talked into being the person sitting on the ledge getting dunked.
However it was fun, the water was so warm it was nice. Like hot tub nice. The only torturous part was getting out of the water to sit on the ledge. I'm so glad I did it because now the little town in which I live by now knows how pretty I am when I'm soaked and shivering sitting on the ledge waiting to be dunked back in the water. (I'm sure I looked like a bald shivering wet rat with clothes on, it's okay though. I think this is a good look for me)

On the agenda this week?
Well I'm not really sure, there are basketball pictures tomorrow then the rest of the week I have nothing planned. Yup NOTHING and I LOVE IT.
This weekend, I think I'm going to fly by the seat of my pants. It'll be awesome.

Aren't you dying to know?

I made cookies last night!
I only baked 6 of them and put the rest of the dough in the fridge for tonight, but I did make the dough!

Today I was wondering around this place. They have lots of different things, however this place could be very very dangerous.
When I started spending some money in my head I slowly backed away and clicked the little X button in the top right hand corner. It was a close call.

Today it's snowing, this makes me sad. We are on winter storm warning until Thursday. Is it technically supposed to be a winter storm warning in the middle of spring?
This makes me want to move to Tahiti and drink cocktails by the pool or ocean ALL DAY. Of course that will never happen, unless some one buys me a place there. Any takers? Anyone? Anyone? Buller?
No? oh that's what I was afraid of.
(Funny story? At work just now, I got a "Vacations To Go" email. No seriously I just did and I deleted it. Why must they taunt me?? WHY?)

Tonight I'm going to finish baking my cookies and frost them and decorate them all pretty and then put them in bags and tie them off with pretty ribbons.
Then I'm going to give them away because my jeans can't get any tighter. New jeans aren't in the budget just yet.
I talked to my Mom today and she said I needed to eat more salad.
Um, do you even know me? Salad? All I do is drench it in Ranch anyways so it's just as fattening as chocolate. So I might as well just eat the chocolate from the beginning.
Plus I have grapes in my fridge Mom! GRAPES, and I ate a handful, see I'm healthy.
She must have noticed that my jeans were getting tight. Don't worry I'll get off the couch when it quits snowing. (This gives me another 4 months of sitting on the couch)

Seriously though, I'm going to be healthy I eat better in the summer for several reasons.
Fruit is in season and it's not nearly as expensive. (Weird you can't grow fruit in Montana year round) Plus it's hot out and you don't really want a 5 course dinner every night.
And (Mom are you reading this) there are nights in the summer where all we eat for dinner is SALAD! (and then my ice cream desert after but it's summer it doesn't count)
See I'm such a health nut aren't you proud Mom?

I think the world needs a drink

Well put Terry Clark well put.
It's Short, sweet, simple and to the point. And not to mention how I feel. About me and my world. In my world I have a few things that are quick fixes, chocolate or in general anything sweet, drinks (lately it's wine) Ramen noodles.
Do you have any quick fixes? Anything that if your world is falling down some small thing brings you hope, comfort and a full belly?
Do you realize when people are down we turn to food? Well I do, I wish I was one of those people that turns to working out, that would be awesome. I'm pretty sure it will never happen, I have no motivation when it comes to getting off the couch. (No really I don't unless its for VB open gym)

My life is stressful, wanna know how I know? I found a gray hair this morning! (Gray hairs make me want to cry)I pulled it and inspected it on the off chance it could've just been really blond.
I want hair like my Dad....wait let me rephrase that. I want to hold on to my hair color like my Dad, I want to keep my hair like my Mom. Dad is losing hair, not what I want, but he kept his hair color until he was sixty, this is what I want. My Mom still has a head full of hair, yes that's what I want, but she went gray really early, this thought makes me cry.
So maybe my life isn't so stressful and it's just in my genetic makeup for the stray gray's and receding hair line. (My hair line really isn't receding)
However it makes me feel better to blame it on stress. Cause if I move and go on permanent vacation the grays will stop all together! Good theory no?

Tonight is the night. The night for what?
Tonight is the night I will make the Easter cookies.
Wanna know how I know? I've been craving them all day!
Maybe I'll make a double batch of dough and bake and decorate them all tomorrow night. Good plan? I think so.

I wonder if it will stick this time.
Either way I'm getting my quick fix tonight, I have left over Easter Candy still!
I bought enough to last at least until next week.
Wouldn't it be funny if they (who are they?) came out with a new break through.
"Chocolate and in general things sweet create and generate gray hairs."
My world would be devastated. I don't think it would help though, I'd still eat it. It's like my protein.