falling

have you ever fell?
have you ever had your feet knocked out from under you?

have you ever fallen and before hitting the ground you think "Oh man this is going to hurt?"

Currently this is how I feel.
Someone has pulled the rug out from under my feet and I'm not sure how far and long I will fall but I know that when I do fall, it will hurt.

I just hope when things are said and done that I will be able to get up again.